Friday Night

Sitting here watching tv after having has BLT's for dinner and a Cadbury egg for desert. Can't get comfortable in my chair and yawning my ass off. Dogs are barking and barking, and earlier were howling. I came home to the cow being in with Josie and bay willow. They don't care they think he is an odd looking horse and he thinks he is as beautiful as they are and only wants to be out with them. It's odd. He was raised with horses so therefore thinks he is one. Ugh. I guess I'll leave him with jo and baylo.

Thinking of calling the filly River. I want nothing that reminds me of that bitch I got her from. And I'm still sticking with I'm never helping anyone again.

Things are still peaceful around here. Electric fence going back up around the boys. They are just brats.

Gotta get my roundpen home. Need to work the horses.

I'm so tired. My insurance kicks in may 1st. To damn long.

I love my horses but struggling at the moment.  Still trying to get a better job.

Calm

It's been nice and calm in the pasture since the eviction of the boarder. Everyone is getting along great and it's been very quiet.
Jodi brought some shavings over for Kimbers stall. It's much better now. Kimbers bag is huge and hard. She is such a good mare though. Let's you do anything.  Ed didn't take care of her and poor girl is so hungry. If it's not raining tomorrow I'll let her have some out time.
Praise the Lord for peace at our place.

Trash

Ok so the evil one has left but her stench still lingers. My meaning is she is trashing me on her fb page. Now the little chicken shit blocked me before doing it. I called and left her a message that she needed to return the control med she stole from here thst was for the horses. She called the sheriff dept and had a deputy call me. So I told him about the med she stole. Who got the last laugh now? Oh yah forgot to mention that she is a drug addict but I did remember to tell the officer that.
I'll never ever open my place up to help anyone again. People do not appreciate anything at all. They just take take and take some more.
As I said I'm done.
The trash has been taken out now just waiting for the stench of it all to finally go away.

Boarder GONE

Boarder is gone. The little bitch she brought with her almost got her ass kicked by me. She hit oscar, he was rearing up, I told her to stop she wasn't going to beat him into the trailer. She mouthed off at me and I said bitch you shut the fuck up or get off my property. Wes and I finally walked over, linked arms and got behind oscar and in he went. Fucking idiots. I called jennifer and said you and jamie wanna come watch? I can't believe they crammed all those horses in. And there was a huge ruckus in the trailer, I'm sure someone got hurt. But they drove off anyway.
My Maggie is hurt. Got attacked by those fucking dogs down the road. I'd like to shoot them. Mags is downstairs sleeping. My poor girl.
Feeding was so nice tonight.

Gone like the wind

Well issues around here are getting resolved rather soon. Boarder is leaving and as GOD is my witness I WILL NEVER HELP ANOTHER GOD DAMN PERSON AGAIN. People do not stick to their responsibilities, or their word. It's shameful. 

Wes and I went and picked up my stalls today, next I'll go get my roundpen.  Can't wait to get them in the barn.

Kimber is due to foal any time. She is a maiden mare so it's watch watch watch.

My bay mare Willow has settled in, she remembers the place.

It's been a busy week and will be a busy day tomorrow.  Will work on the barn some more.

Prayer

Dear Lord
Help me in this huge undertaking and help me see it through. I love more than life being able to provide a sanctuary/loving home for those that would otherwise be put on a truck and shipped.
Please guide me in obtaining our friend Oscar for he needs the security of a loving safe home.
Thank you Lord for all your blessings.
Amen

Flowers

It's springs!! They smell sooo good.

Ok Seriously

Alright, something has been stuck in my craw for several days and I've a gut feeling about things. So I've been gracious to a party that appears to now have forgotten about responsibilities, their responsibilities.  They also think they know what's best for me. I really wish they would stop acting like they know it all, know what's best for everyone and such. I knew more about this industry than this person. This person is in their 20s I've been doing this longer than they've been alive. Seriously I'm getting tired of the bullshit that is going on. It needs to stop. My gut says something is up. Someone isn't being truthful with me. I don't like that. I fear there is going to be a come to Jesus meeting soon and it's probably not going to end real well.
I'm hoping that a certain special horse will join our ranks. The owner probably won't do what's best for him anyway.
There will be no next time.

Ok Decision

Well in my last post I said I was going to sell some of my horses. We have come up with the ones we are going to attempt to sell. I do have them advertised currently. One of the studs is going to be sold.
I am ok with my decisions. I really am. It feels like its the right thing to do. I really am tired. I just want to get down a little bit.
I almost have my last horse paid off and I will be out of horse buying debt. The first time is 3 years. WOW.
Even if I get the new job that pays a lot more I am still going to stick with my decision.

I'm not sure the current situation is working out to well. When will I learn to stop helping.
It never works out when I do. Well I'll keep trying. 

My wonderful close and one of the best friends I have is moving. She'll be happier and I'm happy for her. She is bringing a few of her horses here for safe keeping.  Willow is coming home. 

I hope a couple things change in the next couple months. 

More later............

Huge Decisions

Well it's with somewhat heavy heart that I say I am selling several of my horses. I need to cut back. I'm in horrible pain most of the time, I'm not making the money I use to, I'm tired. I just want to enjoy what I'm keeping and maybe have some money left in my pocket.

I so love all my babies. I'm always coming to the rescue of others and no one comes to minr. I can't do all this alone anymore.  I'd keep all I have if I could but it's just to much for me. I am keeping a lot of them but selling almost half. It breaks my heart but I have to do it for my health.

Should anyone be interested I have several really nice horses for sale.

Specialist Appointment

Well today was my endocrinologist appointment.  I do have Graves Disease.  We are starting to treat it. Eventually I will be taking radiation pills to kill my thyroid and go on synthroid and all will be well. I'm so stressed out. I can't handle everything on my own. I have to wait until I have insurance to get the radiation.  That is if they approve it. Not sure I can handle all this.
I need to go ride, wind won't stop blowing so I can. I just need to get away from everything just for a little while.

Feelin Good

It was tear it up party time the other day. Willow and Ice had a blast. Such good horses. We love them so much.
Willow was adopted by us from a so called rescue. When AJ was here be busted through roundpen panels and went over a fence to go out into the big pasture.  He got out while I was at work, he was out there less than 8 hours. I got him out as soon as I got home, fixed his pen and put him back in it. He apparently impregnated Willow. It was an accident and not done on purpose.  The rescue is now trying to sue me to get her back. They have no grounds, I'm not using her as a broodmare she isn't even registered.  I no longer have any stallions.
I'd love to know how they found out she might be pregnant.  Anyway...........
Now we have a beautiful baby girl, wonderfully silly and ornery. . She will live here along with her mom Willow forever.

Josie

Our 30 year old mare. Retired now and lives happily doing whatever she likes. We've had her 20 + years.

Some of the Kids

Sadie coon hound, Mouse and Teka chihuahuas,  and Ezra Australian shepherd.

Pera

Has become my best friend

Tiny Teka

I sure love my little 3 lb ball of love. I love my chihuahuas.

Little Mini

The little mini went to her new home this afternoon.  She will be getting cleaned up, get all new clothes and her hooves will be done with jamberry.  

She will be extremely spoiled. 

If you thought you saw a horse in a minivan today, you probably just saw Little Bit.  She doesn't ride in a horse trailer.  She is to good for that. Lol.