Specialist Appointment

Well today was my endocrinologist appointment.  I do have Graves Disease.  We are starting to treat it. Eventually I will be taking radiation pills to kill my thyroid and go on synthroid and all will be well. I'm so stressed out. I can't handle everything on my own. I have to wait until I have insurance to get the radiation.  That is if they approve it. Not sure I can handle all this.
I need to go ride, wind won't stop blowing so I can. I just need to get away from everything just for a little while.