Rough week Ahead

It's going to be a rough week this coming week. My brother in law was recently diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. It took his life this morning in the wee hours. It took him quickly from the time he was diagnosed.  He passed peacefully and without pain. This week will be the celebration of life for him. I loved hanging out with Allen and Audrey. Ross is not taking it well at all. I hugged him tight told him I loved him and how I'd miss his dad. This family is my family. Wes has not cried, that worries me. I took him out riding this morning to hopefully take him away from all the grief if only for a couple hours. A dragonfly landed on my horses mane and I know it was Allen. Yesterday one landed on Jamie's hat and I knew it was his grandpa. Allen was a good brother, always made me feel welcome in the family. There will forever be an empty place within us all. The world I'd a little less bright without Allen in iy.
We love you and miss you brother. Fly high and catch big fish up there and watch over us all.