2017

As the year comes to an end very shortly,  I can't say I'm sad to see it go. Lots of things came and went this year. Some things near and dear some not so much. Friendships ended for whatever reason but apparently was meant to do so. Jobs came and went some because I got sick, still battling that and it's less than fun.
Wes' identity was stolen, to bad it was a family member that did it but hopefully that is over with but who knows.
One thing that is still as steady as a rock is my love for Wes and my family, well most of my family anyway.
This year, just recently as a matter of fact,   I got my dream horse River. His name was Maybe when he arrived but that was gone as soon as he stepped on our property.  Court case over Willow finally ended with a win for us and she is happily still part of our family despite someone else's desire to have her.
I got ripped off a few times this year and learned valuable lessons in helping people, as in, no more.
Had 3 cats join our family this year, which I love dearly.
I've gotten to watch my sweet Polly, Layla and Lola grow from little babies to such playful sweet loving parts of our family. It's been a very fun year for the most part.
I still miss my 2 girls so much but they have good lives in Arizona. Anj has grown into a beautiful young woman. Amanda is being taken care of in a manner which she should have been her whole life but wasn't.  She's  got 2 horses now and has turned into me about the animals. Does this mommas heart good to know she follows in my footsteps.  Lol.
I sold some horses that I wish I hadnt, bought one back, but keep in touch with the others. Everyone is doing great.
The barn is great. Doing better than I've ever done, it's improved my health some as well but I've also started using some natural stuff too.
I really don't think there is much more to report for the outgoing year other than see ya wouldn't wanna b a ya. I am every faith that 2018 will be much better, and I will be a lot more particular about who I pick as friends.  Those that down grade anyone are just not healthy positive people to be around. I'm no longer putting up with negativity and being around those that think they are so much better than anyone else. Material things don't make life better.
2018 is going to rock. I'm getting better, or trying and determined to succeed. 
So unless major shit happens in the next 11 days that's it for 2017. It's been real, it's been fun but it's not been real fun. Thanks for the burning memories. 
AGAIN.....can't wait for this year to be over. Paid $40 go what was advertised as a blanket (horse) like new only it had a huge rip in it and the buckle in front was broke or rather is broke so cant use it now till the buckle is fixed. The man offered to refund my money then made a smartass remark about how horse people are the hardest to deal with then blocked me. I told him to keep his damn money. Seriously I'm sick of dishonest people, liars, cheats and thieves. 
Off to walmart to get stuff to repair the blanket.
Oh and let's talk about the child that hit our jack Russell driving to fast. Didn't even stop, admitted he hit the dog and admitted he didn't stop. Seriously no I'm sorry, is your dog ok, nothing absolutely nothing, found his parent and thought it was getting taken care of in the way of talking to him about speeding, perhaps thinking of others and apologizing or even as much as asking how the dog was. Nothing just nothing. Total disregard.
Then there is a family member that refuses to seek medical help so guessing I'll be losing her and having to travel to a funeral. I can do nothing from here and no one there gives a shit. They've left her alone and so no telling what's going to happen now. She's dropped off fb now too. She said her goodbyes last night so I'm expecting a bad call any time. I hate being around people anymore. They aren't genuine anymore. They're dishonest. 
Christmas is going to suck this year. I hate it. I'm not looking forward to 2018 either. Not handling everything being thrown at me at once very well. I don't have the strength for this. I'm drained.
Year end letter is a bang up one huh?
If I lose my daughter it will do me in. Not sure I can even attend a funeral.
Let's see what else can go wrong before the 1st.