Soo.......time to get very serious for a while now. So let's talk about a subject that I never thought I'd have to talk about, something I never thought would touch my family, something no one ever thinks will touch their family. Suicide. It's an ugly word. Something no mother, father, brother, sister or anyone should have to face. It leaves scars on everyone. I was the lucky mother that didn't have to sit by a coffin being lowered into a grave. Not this time. She did die, several times, but they got her back every time. It's still very hard to talk about so I've resorted to writing. Nothing is worth taking your life, tearing up your loved ones, leaving them to pick up the pieces. The doctors don't know why she didn't die. They've told her that. She has damage to her hands from being down so long, numbness in her hands. She will have to work with her hands to get them back again then it will only be 90 %.
Everyone thinks it will never happen to them. Wrong....it happens to anyone. Suicide doesn't discriminate. My daughter was well cared for, raised by a mom that loved her more than life. Never wanted for anything. Was a beautiful happy little girl. Her life didn't suck.
To be continued........
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