For My Own Benefit

This entry is for my own benefit and no one elses so read it or not. My biological family no longer exists with the exception of my daughter and my granddaughter and my real father.  My biological mother doesn't exist in my life and while your first thought might be I'm disrespectful I'll tell you I have shown her respect up until we stopped speaking. Her twin sister, my aunt, has in her infinite wisdom decided to be the self appointed informant regarding my life. I discovered that there was a child before me that my mother basically just threw away. Well here is a concept since I was also conceived out of wedlock, how about you shouldn't have been a whore! I've cut all ties with all of my mother's side of the family. My life is only open to whom I choose for it to be. I pick my own family. The others are toxic and should wear warning labels.  They are also very fake. Seriously I've been done for a long time but it was just confirmed what I thought and that was the informant.  Just so done. So leave all the messages you want, they will go unanswered. So now what will you report? Nothing! I will never write about any of this again, this is my way of closure and a way to put it away forever. Everything that was ever done to me, I'm release myself from your fuckups that profoundly affected me and my relationships. I grew, you did not, you poisoned my brother and now I have no brother. He is not the golden boy you think he is. I stand on my own without any of you. 

I'm done. Stop lying and telling people I harrassed you till you changed your number, all lies, I can get your number and address off the internet yet I do not want it. I care not to speak with you and I'm done letting you people upset me. I wish you'd given me up for adoption too. You lied to me so much. You're not worth my anger or pity. You are nothing. I have no doubt me or my children never even cross your mind. I hope we don't! You accused me of lying about my daughter and granddaughter,  completely unforgivable.  You don't deserve to know them. Unlike you, I'm there for my daughter and granddaughter. 

I do not know these people any longer.